all i got to my name is a few months rent and somewhere i’ve lost my favorite pen i guess it’s best not to grow attachments this time of day i’d usually be so high, yeah said lil marv, anakin skywalker, ill join the dark side some day, ay so sorry to fuck up your day, best regards. goddamn i didn’t think i was so depressed till i quit my job last month now if i could only quit smoking cigarettes and quit smoking so much pot all at once, but nah. said yesterday i probably did smoke a little too much i don’t know what i can afford, but if you want to match come over, that’s that good shit that makes you want to quit smoking lately i don’t do much but get stoned, but it’s cool tho that was 2012 tho, maybe even 11. said i’d love to be apart of everything you rake in, but you live in a dream that i ain’t chasing this ain’t a tv show on some shitty channel said this ain’t a commercial and that ain’t paid advertisement this ain’t a tv show paid by a bunch of white people, we ain’t friends. this ain’t a tv show starring jennifer aniston ain’t no “friends in high places” looking down on me unless they high with me i ain’t saying we ain’t friends but i trust no one else than the people that i don’t have to trust, truthfully, i don’t trust anyone that i have to trust, and if i don’t have to trust you, i can trust you. fuck with me, hold up everybody nobody do nothing different, should’ve done the right thing, but i went and done the wrong thing today said i went and did the wrong thing, again said i went and took a left this time damn, you setting up a camp? swear we just lit a blunt said where the fucks it at? i ain’t puff this bitch once, i ain’t trying to hear your life story while we’re trying to get high, man we all got it bad. this time of day i’d usually be so high lil marv, anakin skywalker, ill join the dark side some day, ay. best regards, life wasn’t much of what it was; but it can always get better said last i seen you was in school, never thought i’d see the day drugs did this to you shit i’m cool with just this weed, tho. see you and i both, we chill with different people last i heard from you, you was good. now you selling guns to dumbass fools, shits real. this city ain’t much, but it could really get you what you want guess it really took you pretty far, said it must’ve took you pretty long. guess breaking bad was your favorite show, yeah i can see the influence there, nah, i can rarely tell.. but you know i’ve never even cared, some friend. but all i’ll ever ask is, whatever happened to just some vodka and some chaser? and them days that was enough? fuck you’re fucking up, but i guess i’m one to talk, huh?

I should’ve left a little sooner my bad I’m running late again Said what else would you come to expect from me But I’m rushing as the usual, so jump on the bandwagon for a second let me inspire you to do bad things with me, I’ve always done things last minute, I’d procrastinate until I shouldn’t Fuck it, you must’ve known that by now Just look at the bullshit I’m in again and again You said I was a good liar but I said I’m a really good liar, only get caught up when I want you to catch up - Said I’m only fucking with you just for a rush of adrenaline Said maybe we can kick it and argue over everything You shouldn’t have to prove anybody right, said you Should probably let up, you clearly won’t win against somebody like me Somethings won’t come as easily Let’s take a trip down memory lane, reevaluate and get my priorities straight said I suppose You know I love that kind of high I can really get lost in a feeling like this, I guess love’s a type of drug Of course you know I couldn’t resist But I’ll find inspiration with these drugs Said boy you’re shrooming again Pretty soon you’ll be seeing stars all the time; you’re so high maybe you should give it a break I’m still 10 minutes behind like always Life is unpredictable, I’m sure - But maybe just for you said sarcastically You thought you had me for a while Everything will be gone by than And for the rest of the night, or at least for the rest of this song I still plan to be high, maybe for a while Said that heaven is, hell is, art is my interlude between two points; Maybe you’ve made your point, but I don’t listen anyway Jump, hey everything is a-ok I’ve said that same cliche the other day Yeah that makes sense but it don’t make cents And maybe in a year or two you’ll be doing good and wishing that I could see you just to stir up a little jealousy, said that controversy was never boring to me, and maybe I deserve it. Devil emoji, Devil emoji. Send And we’ve said the same thing we’ve said 5 months ago I guess I can lie and say I’m someone different, I just asked you how you were doing, clearly this isn’t the time for your delusions You shouldn’t be so determined to prove everybody wrong Just do whatever you think to show that you really care because you already have, but I dont Said the same thing goes for game of thrones, nothing disappointed me more, I thought you were trying to make a valid point here, but eh. Don’t rely on me, don’t rely on no one I’m still ten minutes behind but only because you need me You thought I’d be there by now We can always talk about this later said sarcastically impatient I should’ve been down already Damn, I should’ve came down already sorry to include you into my bad decisions You can wait for me to come down I suppose, You can wait for me to be sober I suppose Think I’d be alright for the night, Come and save me from myself again save me from myself for what Do I miss you yet? Tempting as it is to always say what you want, typical me. I guess the answer is no, but hey, was fun for a while; devil emoji, devil emoji, send.

you can make it in a week saying yeah we straight, you can bring it in to me baby yeah we straight you can make it in a week sayin nah we straight baby split it how you think said we make this flip, ay whenever i’m with you is a way to progress, and i’ve been much worse swear i can make this work this dirty scale here outta stretch no matter what this earn it doesn’t matter what i get saying yeah you're fine but this place ain’t worth your time yeah you're good but this city ain’t yours said go head and waste your time but this city isn’t yours said all you do is let go is a perfect light for you sayin yeah we was but this time i got some more sayin nah we was but tonight we’ll know for sure sayin yeah it was but tonight i’ll go for broke sayin yeah we was but you know i got one more said go head and make a flip, baby said you would make it quick ain’t you everything you get make it double make it flip make it rotate make it stretch make a move than play again let me get your number down tho i never knew what to say every time you come around every time i call it’s late if we do another round maybe you won’t need the chaser said you can do it now or save it all for later i ain’t trippin much for nothing and my tolerance does me no favors yeah what’s good let me make a run to you ay what’s good let me get something from you you know i’m good let me bring this out to you ay its all good i brought something around for you ay what’s good was going to see if you wanna burn you know i got some good i’ll roll it up when you roll thru said go ahead and watch it flip baby everything we take is all apart of this saying we can take a break any night that we’d like some rest or we can take a hit any time that we wish said i would make it flip cuz we gotta pay bills tho everything i did said its got a good feel tho i’d do it all again said i went and made a flip lately make this paper quick baby everything i get i make it double and make it flip make it rotate make it stretch make a move than play again no i never got no time but i’ll be waiting for your call said know i’m coming down if i hadn’t had some more so go ahead and place a call than we’ll be good to go swear we would all take our time if we were out there on that road so go ahead and take your time ill take mine and we’ll all be fine you know nah it’s cool ima lay low for a second ain’t worried much for nothing maybe another joint in a second yeah you're good you can match whatever saying you know we smoking good more than what is necessary, look. i need to lay low for a moment maybe we can take things slow for a moment you know i’ll have to go in the morning but we can take some more nah you right i’ll meet you there in ten you called the other night and i couldn’t make it then sayin yeah you know i can bring it on in to you get it if you want just tell me what you into been flipping been getting much higher than i’ve ever been all that i get reinvest and let it build everything anything tell me what you want to feel anything this city bring is just between me and you best get ready this is a big drop sayin best get ready this is hour after hour baby best get ready this is a big fall sayin best get ready i’ll be up until tomorrow

You can catch me tryin to slow down time Let it get me as I lower my eyes The weed impress me the smoke blow my mind Pick up my feet than go and fly Whatever I see is going by The change of scenes, the moments right Here we be without knowing why Let it be till there’s no more time Chasing dreams and I hope to fly Break everything that holds me down See the skies as I close my eyes Take everything that’s going round Pray that karma will show me how to stay on top as it go around Break everything that holds me down with no worries of ever coming down, ay I don’t worry for anything, babe. I don’t hurry for anything, ay. Nobody will ever know me well Thought you would but the story we tell Forever changes it’s going well Use to walk around with a dirty scale And hopes and dreams to go see heaven It gives me a reason to go and be reckless Take everything to keep an open mind and I’ll see the sky as I close my eyes, no I don’t worry for anything Often asked where the time went, Puff and pass the finest My answer is you’ll never find one It’s better to live timeless, ay You can catch me trying to slow down time Let it get me than I go and fly Nobody will ever know me well unless you always get to know me now Yeah that’s me going high Passing scenes I’ve chose this life Cuz here we be and we don’t know why Up here we see what clears my mind To view the sky is all I want I hope to fly when I gotta stop I never cared still I never mind I’ll meet you there when it’s my time ay I don’t worry for anything, ay I don’t hurry for anything say. Nobody will ever know me well, Thought you would but the story we tell is always changing it’s going well, but I use to walk around with that dirty old scale And hopes and dreams to go see heaven It gives me a reason to go be reckless as I take everything to keep an open mind as I see the sky when I close my eyes, yeah.

remain oblivious try not to lose this feeling been a minute since i’ve been here i’ll admit it’s been a good year so what else shall we do than? say wassup than keep it movin you look like you’re doing good couldn’t be further from the truth go head, the cards are in your favor -are always in your favor, go head you should make your move said i should be careful not to fall in love, ay let me show a different way that i’ve made for myself let me show you a different way that i’ve made for us both bring it back, bring it back, bring it back try not to lose this feeling im’a - remain oblivious bring it back, bring it back bring it back to this feeling said ‘you don’t always have to control things, damn.’ here’s the last of the match could only live for the moment i guess it’s not my place to say should be careful not to fall in love be by my place at 7 think i could change for heaven don’t think i’ll ever get there but it’s a good message said we should probably let loose, be a while before we get to dunno why i never text you there’s no time to be regretful, eh next time will be more special a wolf in formal clothing said to be careful not to fall in love if i was you i wouldn’t hurry, ay bring it back, bring it back - try not to lose this feeling, ima remain oblivious, bring it back to this feeling i’m a remain oblivious adept in jedi training but i’ll only become better, wait i’ll only become better, watch me we can accomplish things together, ay accomplish goals and get more done shit watch you be the president be anything that you think of trying to live in the present, huh? be anything that you dream up could be anything that you want potential is a loaded gun said watch the way i do this dunno why you always gotta, just lose control for once than manifest your dreams remain oblivious try not to lose this feeling, bring it back. live for the moment, go head and bring it back. try not to lose this feeling, must’ve lost track of time bring it back, bring it back, i’ll be texting back in a matter of time said i should probably apologize that i hardly ever respond but i appreciate your patience with me said that you wouldn’t wait forever

like the worlds gonna stop if i, like the worlds gonna stop if you don’t know how i feel about you won’t know how i feel tho you wont be the one for me you won’t be the one for me you won’t be the one i need, you won’t see the sun with me i’ll be in the sky for days you’ll be getting high with me you’ll be getting high with me comfortably see what i can see i’ve been amazed by the way you levitate i’m in this daze don’t want to end my day still let’s live the night if i stay up all night next to you everything’s alright i just want to see you high all day all night swear i’ll be by your side all day all night swear i can stay high call me for a while if you want to get high with me, i just want to see you high swear i got higher when you was by my side you was my ride or die wherever you decide just call my name, i’ll be on my way no matter the time 4:43 am i am not far away from this promise i could make to you promise i’ll only say to you whatever that i mean, truly whatever that does mean to you whatever that you’ll be doing the drugs you see me do like the earth don’t move when we like the stars stay still and i’d take it all back to this i would take it all back to- this night, last forever why can’t this night last forever? why can’t this high last a little longer than this night might last forever maybe i got too high for a little too long last time i’ll try to carry this home said that time i tried just a little bit more than last night i tried more than i normally do but when all of this is gone what are we going to do? when all of it is done is this over too? swear i could stay high when i’m close to you, if i stay up all night, next to you every night i just want to see you high all day all night swear i could be by your side all day all night swear i could stay high call me for a while if you want to stay high with me, stay up every night you and i never sleep when this feel like a dream be the chemicals that i taste and my rush of dopamine be the crash when i find one the stash upon the counter every other drug that i take when i feel down every other hour when i need to come up be the line cut up take one for its all gone i’ve waited this whole time for you waited to get high with you chased it with cold water when the sun went down and we would like this night won’t end if we like the night wouldn’t end so chase this shakespearean ending if we take these together we were fluent as a poem written every other letter had some sonnet meant for both of us like we were meant together we had something left in common still you outta move on from this dangerous lifestyle that i’m influence by now saying goddamn i just want to see you higher than you’ve ever been you and i both fly forward towards the morning maybe this pill a little potent saying we should start slow you said you was taking a smaller dose this time i get nothing much from a moderated high so maybe i took too much and i lost track of time, baby you know me i’m always too gone so don’t chase me cuz that road is too long i just want to see you high all day all night swear i could be by your side all day all night we were only getting higher till the peak of our high than everything was alright, than everything was all fine for me you were always right and i was always too high be another night from sober baby what did you expect to find? i find i want to be sedated, inebriated most the time still the impression that you left on me still lingers in my mind if i can’t find the right words to say swear i should admit you are out of my league should you call my name i’ll be on my way no matter the time 4:43 am i am

said last time i saw you was- tryna say something simple but i wasn’t really tryna hear it or wasn’t really feeling it. lately i’ve been trying to change my mind to change my life or change my thoughts to try to change something lately i’ve been trying to find me, trying to find peace of mind someplace else i can’t seem to find the shadow of my eye keeps pulling me back i can’t seem to find the reason these demons seem so attached why does something always have to have some meaning to you? like it’s divine intervention or something why you hiding your intentions i wonder who are you influenced by and what for? don’t lose momentum over dope sickness look at what you get into over and over again but that’s only what you said is it? last time i didn’t see you at the party, but it didn’t really matter cuz i’ve already took the molly, or whatever that you call it and i’m feeling fantastic don’t really trust the dealers cuz their only about their money, ay. but that was back in 2011, wish that i could take it back would’ve never let it take me over like it did, would’ve never fell in love and been the person that i am, it is what it is but you really would bring the best of me out no more chemical imbalances or any more exctasy now it’s been a while since anybody’s figured me out said you bring me out into a different route maybe i should hit up my family when i think of em a bit more often than lately that i’ve been doing tell my cousins i love em, and all my aunts and uncles all of my family and friends, should call em more often don’t lose momentum over dope sickness look at what you get into over and over again should’ve been there a little early but i’ve- had so much faith in you, but look at what’s changing you. said what the fuck came of you? got a lot to gain do you have nothing to lose? but no matter what i’ll still be here for whatever reason you seem to think you need from me, was the only reason i’d ever really hear from you. see it my side, but you’ve never really seen it, did you? and that’s when i learned there’s some people you got to steer clear from, i didn’t think you was one of em, guess i didn’t see it coming. always running in circles, i guess we have that in common, but hey i can always relate said i thought you would go so far, but so long to that thought now, i guess. it’s not easy to watch you right your wrongs almost all the time, it seem. thought you was someone who you not, my apologies. but i learned from you what not to do, ay. but here i am writing down goddamned lines again, is where i spend all my time again, ay. turn the tides, i guess, ay. this for all the nights i was for whatever reason you’re dope sick again, you can really notice it this time, said i’d ask if you’re doing fine, but it seems you’re dope sick all the time, ay. are no stars after all we find after we get high there are no problems after all

excuse me i could use a little direction i was wondering if you can help me and point me to the nearest dispensary i’d greatly appreciate it, i could reciprocate the favor you can rest assured i bet everything is good and if i see you later i’d have a reason to thank you now go and be an angel and go someplace and stay there said you can pretend you have a halo, i’m just going to lay low you know i’d never change tho, just do just as i'd say so, ay. pick your poison whatever you think is worth it; everything i touch is golden eventually ends up burning said you’d think of me when you feel hopeless i’d think of you when i feel broken and got no where else to go to said fuck it you know i’m no good so everything turns to poison around you but it’s all good said you never seemed to notice just been goin with the flow, so sad to see you thru those motions use to see you so often, now i really don’t know you - probably still toxic could’ve swore you was a star, saw you falling from the sky goldstream at 4 am, saw you falling from the stars said that’s only what you thought, but your logics a little off for opportunity you gotta watch i got no time to ever stop cuz once that time is lost that time is always gone so tell me and be honest is this everything you’ve wanted? since this is all we got remember anything else tell me your opinion on what life has to offer don’t know what you’ve gone thru but that’s just what we got to somewhere i thought i lost you, than i thought its all good, ay don’t wait for better options say what’s in your heart than don’t give a fuck for nothing said to make your own luck than make something out of nothing, if no one calls your bluff than watch em take it all, go head and make your money said i don’t wait take a break take apart my head everything i’ve said has different meanings anyway so wait take a break take apart your head everything you’ve said has different meanings anyway could’ve swore you was a saint, but i led you down this way goldstream at 4 am, yeah here i am instead wondering why i’m still awake tolerance thru the fucking roof and you wonder why i take as much as i usually do? you wonder why i play like i don’t have enough to lose said fuck it i don’t worry for you that’s nothing new said go and be an angel and go someplace and stay there said i thought you was the devil so i left you there to get well thought you wasn’t waiting for no one maybe i should keep goin goldstream at 4am i’m glad i kept it movin - ay

Ay sometimes you gotta do what you outta I ain’t judging you for nothing but you can’t always do what you want to cuz I’m always causing trouble and making things harder I don’t mean it I don’t really think before I say shit I usually only say it than take the consequences that karma pay me said that kid he had it coming till the devil come and get us and the angel that was with him, good fucking riddance Said to me that you only take what you need when you need it but for some reason I don’t believe it it’s not what you say it’s how you say it, should really come down to earth sometime to get clear minded swear you should really try it, you might like it maybe trouble won’t always find you But I’ve never really minded I have the perfect timing for the worst timing but it’s good to depend on something, even if it’s only my bad luck i’ve got and a blunt of marijuana just for when I get home, but hey I’m right there with you, I’m just a call away and maybe a 20 minute drive, but I’ll be on the way - swear there never was a day I said I wouldn’t be there for you tho you only call me when you need something - I got use to doing favors for you Should just roll some papers a little smoke for later would be great but hey i’m use to smoking everything what’s good a little more i take it you ain’t save a thing only thought of yourself they told me practical and predictable just like you, i could always count on that shit said Look at you, bullshitting your way out of everything like you usually do maybe I should give you some sort of credit or congratulations like you would want me to Mr. “Im only going to say whatever that you want to hear” because you’re a natural swear you’ll go far, kid. How do you gon do what you want all the time when some people ain’t got it as good and you’re doing fine - that’s just your fucking problem you never see the other side - For once Jesus died for me and god forgave me for everything god forgive me for losing faith with a gift of lying you will find the truth in anything, be careful not to start believing your own lies kid it’s a dangerous game you play, you might as well bet your life the next move you make thought he would die the hero but instead he became the villain i wouldn’t blame him if people change than maybe god can save him or maybe that’s an ambitious statement just a prayer that will end up being wasted anyways tho it was a good thought - somewhat of a simple farewell, was good to see you off and i’ll be there as well yeah right Some of us ain’t as lucky as you, with a gift of lying I’d think anything would come natural, and they probably do but what about when you have to be truthful? And karma comes back for you? and everybody you know will only become collateral - like you had to choose sure, tragic but i am Was just a problem dog, but I’m no good at solving anybody else’s problems would say I’m sorry, my apologies was probably just my karma, my b. from here on, I’ll only say whatever that you want hear, word you got it. said i usually go all out, but i was just trying to be honest for once, but everything’s alright if i’m just being honest got a long way to go it seems, but i’m so use to stealing everything so what i never ever thought bout anybody but myself goddamn millennials would lie dog lie, was just a problem dog was lost dog, lost - and than I took the shot then they was gone dog, gone - thought you knew was right nah dog, nah You outta live this out You know I did this all for you - than i took the shot, yeah you outta live this out - forget but don’t forgive yeah right

always did find the right words, that's my expertise find a way to define the world as a prince became a king and i was somewhere around, said i’ll see you when i see you i know i’m hard to find i’m the worst at timing these things don’t mean to keep you waiting is the worst kind of feeling said all that i’m chasing everybody has their reasons don’t wanna make excuses or make a bad impression but i’m always chasing dreams i don’t live in the present, damn. luv vs love please have patience with me while i learn from you, be all that i can be it’s about time that i care about someone but myself i’ve always made sure that i was good and forgot about everybody else said remind me when i’m wrong don’t mind me when i’m right and when i’m writing songs i pray i get things right be the best that i could be getting better every night the pawn became a queen and took out a knight and i’ll be somewhere finding inspiration i guess i’ll see you later, alright was nice to know you and i was somewhere around said i’ll see you when i see you maybe after i leave here and make some decent achievements said go ahead, i was off somewhere dreaming, never thought you would leave here, but i saw you in heaven so, saw you at heavens gates i believe you were heaven sent thought you was there and i’ll try to make it in one day looking at the sky i was wondering what was up above welcome to the other side, beloved as you fly above us and time will go on and i will go thru time and i will show up hoping that i’ve learned enough and that’s luv vs love, yeah that’s luv vs love ay i’ve been looking at the stars wondering how far or how long they’ve been shining sometimes i forget to thank god i’m alive and was quicker on the way down, but i’m still climbing. finding my way out this spiral down i’ve found myself in finding that my problems are no problems after all and it wouldn’t be too long before i fall again, looking at the stars again it’s all apart of life i guess, ay. are no problems after all are no stars after all, excuse me in a little delusional with a vivid imagination, i bring my dreams to reality then bring my reality to my dreams it’s closer than i seem to think, ay said all you gotta do is reach somewhere the stars aligned and i’m right where i need to be we breathe life into these words and when we think we breathe, somewhere up above i know your watching over us, yeah and when i see the stars i realize there’s no problems after all, everything is love sorry that i left you and cut you out of the bigger picture- sometimes i forget the bigger picture, wishing things were different know that i’m a sinner and there’s no rest for the wicked, damn. now i get it, now i fully understand that i haven’t learned enough and that’s luv vs love

all I wanna do is be around you, guess i gotta take my rounds, too. guess i’d rather make my rounds, who really matters when you around? nothing matters when i’m beside you, love what happens when you high too, i gotta go but you can ride too, i know that i drive too wild let me paint a picture for this picture perfect moment we outlived in a seconds notice in this vivid dream that i didn’t think i’d ever meet you, than that dream became reality set the scene, i knew eventually we would see different pictures of the bigger image, somewhat of a self portrait meant for the both of us for that short moment in time, but than the phone rang. don’t leave, i don’t need to make my run she said why would you leave me here at my door? why would you leave me here all alone? on a night that i would need you most we’ve said and an hour after i’d write too long is hour after i’ve been high too long an hour after this rides too long is an hour after i should have called all i want to do is see how you do still i’ll leave to make my rounds here soon guess i better take a shot down too, looking like it’s all i got now too no one who i truly confide in, meant something when you would ride with thought you was out of my league, always was and still there you’ve been maybe i need a little motivation but you know me i can’t stay still go whenever the phone rang, i keep it in rotation there i go doing a little too much, you make me much better i swear i’ll try much more for you and there you was saying you can save me from wherever i’m going to don’t leave i don’t need to make my run she said how could you leave me here at my door she said you wouldn’t leave me here all alone swear that this is the night that i would need you most i told her an hour after i write too long is an hour after i’ve been high too long you’re all i ever think of yet you would think i’d call you know i don’t really want to go, if i knew i would’ve never left you, don’t think i’d ever get to.